The Brutal Truth of Awakening: My Journey Through the Darkness
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Let me be real with you for a second. Being awake isn’t the mystical blessing that people who haven’t been through it seem to think it is. It’s a curse—a liberating, agonizing, terrifying curse 😣. If you’re struggling to make sense of the madness, believe me, I get it. You’re not alone. But let’s talk about the part no one likes to mention: the darkness that comes with awakening.
Grief hits you like a ton of bricks—not just for the life you thought you had, but for the gut-wrenching realization that almost everything you believed in was a steaming pile of lies 💔. The principles you were taught? Lies. The people you trusted? Lies. The entire system? It’s all a house of cards, and when it finally collapses, don’t expect some enlightening moment of clarity. It’s pure, unfiltered hell 🔥. Growth? Yeah, it’s brutal, and the grieving doesn’t stop there.
Every time I uncover another harsh truth, it rips me apart all over again 💥. The real kicker? I’m losing people along the way. Friends, family—people who just don’t get it. Suddenly, I’m the outcast, the weirdo, the one everyone whispers about behind my back. And it’s not just strangers who turn on you; sometimes, it’s the very people who are supposed to have your back 🤷♀️. It’s hard to connect when you’re surrounded by people stuck in their brain-dead, surface-level conversations. That sense of disconnection? It’s like living in a parallel universe. I’m drowning in the shallow end while they’re blissfully unaware, swimming in their ignorance 💤.
And yeah, I mourn the loss of my ignorance. Ignorance was bliss, and reality is savage 🌪️. The truth is a lonely, gut-wrenching path, and there’s no sugarcoating it. Awakening means facing the brutal truths of this world, running through every emotion in the book, and then some 🎭. You’ve got to master the art of diving headfirst into the darkest pits of truth and still find a way to drag yourself through the day. That alone is a skill most will never understand.
And let’s not get it twisted—it is, and always has been, a war to capture your mind 🧠. Actual war with bullets? That’s the sad, pathetic sideshow these clowns put on to distract you from the real shady shit going on 🎭. They keep you fixated on the explosions while they pull the strings in the shadows.
I’m out here fighting to stay sane, feeling disconnected from the life I once knew, from my family, my friends. It’s like they exist in a parallel world, and I’m just a ghost wandering through it 👻. Those of us who’ve woken up are connected by a purpose that goes beyond this nightmare, but those still asleep? They’ll never get it 😔.
And here’s the harshest reality: because they choose to keep their heads buried in the sand, our country, and life as we know it, is on the brink 🚨. I hope, with everything in me, that one day those I care about can finally see through the lies before it’s too late ⏳.
I challenge everyone to expand your mind and read 📚. Challenge your brain and what you believe to be true. Turn off your TV (Operation Mockingbird) 📺. Understand that their goal is to divide us. Together, we are too powerful 💪.
And when you finally learn that Big P and Big A, along with all the food you consume, are owned and operated by the same people, the reality hits even harder. You realize you’ve been on a constant hamster wheel of illness, running in circles, trapped in a cycle designed to keep you sick and dependent 💊🥗💉.
For those still sound asleep, here are some HARSH reality REAL OPERATIONS that have taken place over our lifetime. These are REAL, and I challenge you to research them 🕵️♂️. All of them. And then search harder and deeper. It all leads back to the same place. Who is the real boogeyman?
Operation Mockingbird
MK-Ultra
Operation Blue Beam
Tuskegee Experiments
Operation Popeye (Doomsday Project)
Operation Paperclip
Operation Northwoods
Operation Mongoose
Operation Flicker
Operation Sea Spray
Operation Midnight Climax
Operation Fast & Furious
Operation Gladio
Extraordinary rendition
Enhanced interrogation
Operation Condor
Operation Bloodstone
Iran-Contra
Involvement in the Democratic Republic of the Congo
Warrantless surveillance
Operation Ajax
Operation Highjump
Project Bluebird
Project Artichoke
Project Monarch
Operation Chaos
Operation Ranch Hand
Cointelpro
Operation Project Seal
Operation Stargate
Operation Delerium
Project Rainbow
Operation Midnight Climax
Project Woodpecker
Sun Streak
Operation Cloverleaf
Operation Fishbowl
Musical Control (Rockefeller)
And the list goes on and on, getting crazier and crazier 🤯.
This path isn’t for the faint of heart 💔. It’s brutal, isolating, and often, it’s just plain lonely. But it’s also real, and once you see the truth, there’s no going back 🚪. We’re all in this together, but damn, it feels like a solitary fight most days. If you’re awake, if you’re feeling this too—just know you’re not alone. I see you & I know who you are 👁️. Keep fighting, keep growing, and never stop questioning. The truth may be brutal, but it’s the only thing that’s real.
